Captureyou,

I HAD SHIFTED.

2009-07-04T19:33:00.007+08:00

RELINK THANKYOUUUUU.

This blog will still be here,xoxo

Withloves,Cindy.

IT'S HARD.

2009-06-10T15:22:00.003+08:00

You make me sad , you make me happy.
You filled up my life with colours , you left my life in dull.
You cheer me up , you make me upset.
xoxo , I do really miss you.

Fujifilm Mini Instax Camera!

2009-06-03T13:34:00.009+08:00

Camera!Luvz.I am so sick of seeing digital camera all around the world.
Fujifilm Mini Instax Camera it way too cool,you could just
have the picture straight away after you take the picture,
i gonna say this is so good and cool.Superb! I am going to save money for
this!Luvvvxz. And also i am saving money for
棒棒堂09 《我是传奇》亚洲巡回演唱会! I guess singapore will
be the 3rd or 4th stop for their concert!:D So hopefully i can save that much
money by then right?Lastly, i shall post Wangzi (My All-time favourite idol) Luvs.
W for Wangzi!

To ..............,
You are the apple of my eye,
You make me feel bless to meet you in my life.
Yes, all i ever need and want .. is You.

Kim Hyun Joong,Luv.

2009-06-01T14:38:00.002+08:00

【　Kim Hyun Joong　】Anycall CF GEE version☆★

More Videos & Games at clixTV.cz

It is been weeks since i last posted,
I really got no idea what to post about, but i still have to post.
I had got back my mid-year result, i am happy to
say that i had improve alot, Cheers for Cindy for all those hardwork!
My hardwork really pays off! :D I am going vietnam this
friday, i am super excited now and super scare nowzx. Grandma is
coming my house tmr!I think i will accompany brother to fetch her and
friday she is going vietnam with us! It's been a long time
since she went overseas with us! Luvz. & Lastly, Boys over the flowers
just rocks,I Luv Kim Hyun Joong!SS501!Girlfriends and sister,
outing soon after my overseas trip alright?

2009-05-12T14:43:00.003+08:00

The big E,

Exams is really killing me.
There's three more paper to go and i can go shopping with
my dearest Girlfriend(s) & 6 Girls, not forgetting my bestfriend(shopping partner)
Maybe,Sentosa for tanning/volley games.(It's been a long time).
And definetly, shopping. I want to get a dress/super cool stuff for my cousin's wedding.
English paper 2 tmr! All the best for myself!(L).

2009-05-10T14:49:00.008+08:00

Girls Outing,

It was on Labourday!
went out with Ginnie,Yingjun,April,Khaiyee,MeiQi and Agnes(the joker)!
Suntec city & Vivo.We took 130plus pictures together.
Fun day indeed with girls especially Agnes,the full-time joker!

All of them,copy my pose.
& Lastly my favourite pictures among all the picture we took!

For more pictures,http://appletea-d.blogspot.com
Thanks!♥

2009-05-08T22:15:00.006+08:00

Happy 15th birthday,Bah Yiman!

Today is a tough day and fun day for me,because we organize
a surprise birthday party for her.It is super difficult to ask her to go to the
party venue as it is an surprise. I gonna say, i spent alot of time
to ask her go. But in the end,she still went!When we reach the venue,
i cover her eyes until we reach the shelter.Just in time,the cake come out.
We sang birthday song for her. I guess she is very touched :D
After the cutting cake and stuffs,we went to play together,it is my best day
in 2009! I bet there will be more great days to come!After playing,
we went Chinese garden to explore and then Superbowl and lastly home-ed!
Hope you enjoy yeah?& April i wanna grab the pictures! :D

Yiman's birthday cake!

This turtle is super cute! & My camera skills is superb!
For more pictures,http://ahmeilove-you.blogspot.com

To xxx,
There's a piece of you inside my heart,
That runs to deep to describe.
And you're so much more than wonderful,
So much more than I can see
And I could spend forever hoping
You'd be here with me

2009-04-25T16:27:00.002+08:00

Whenever I see you,

I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue,
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong.
I hope everything can be just like before.
All i want, is only a smile .

2009-04-21T21:21:00.003+08:00

Feel the music again,
The day when the results of our syf was release,My tears burst out.
That is something which we don't expect to get,bronze.
Dancers,the colour of the medal doesn't matter,
because what we gain from this dance is priceless.
We've all danced so hard, the months of practice,
all the injuries, blueblacks, sprains, muscle aches have all come to a end.
The greatest thing that we gain from this dance is 'Bonding'.
It is already a goldw/honour!(L)

2009-04-10T20:36:00.004+08:00

Outing with my girlfriend,

Yiman and me went to watch love,爱到底 @ cine yesterday.
It is an touching and funny movie that i ever seen in my life.
Rating: 5/5. I feel like watching it again? After movie,we went to walk around
cine as it had been long time since
we went shopping. After window shopping we two
train back home. ''Friends are always there for you.''

2009-04-07T21:32:00.003+08:00

A terrible day,

All thanks to Mr.Sam,basically you have spoiled my day.
What do you mean by we two giving you attitude?
This is a piece of shit,did we ever give you attitude?
And if we really give you attitude that is also cause by you,yourself.
Don't blame students for your own fault.
There is so many people doing wrong things in class,why do you have to only say us,
but not them instead?
And lastly,you have no rights to scold students too, you are only a teacher.
''There is always tolerance between things.''

2009-03-29T17:47:00.004+08:00

Love begins with a smile,grows with a kiss,
and end with a teardrops.

I want a phone nowzxzx. I am getting maybe LG viewty/LG cookie.
i gonna grab you ohkayzxzx.

2009-03-25T14:47:00.002+08:00

I don't know,I don't know.

Headaches,e-learning day.
It wasn't nice today because i still have to wake up early in the morning.
It sucks pleasezxzx.School as usual tmr, i am going to
complete my english assignment later.Chiongzxzx lah!
Confusions,what is this?(I wanna to be happy). But i can't,i don't know why.
This is driving me crazy,i bet one day you will see me crying in tears.

2009-03-21T20:20:00.004+08:00

My own Horoscope,xoxo

Quickie

Give your slumbering willpower a poke and try to wake it up today! Set some goals.

Overview

Libra,

You bond with someone -- maybe someone new, maybe someone you don't see all that often -- over a shared interest that surprises each of you. Your easy energy makes social connections a snap.

http://shine.yahoo.com/astrology/

2009-03-17T14:54:00.006+08:00

Someone, special

I wanna watch 愛到底! I am not sure whether the cinema in
singapore is screening it anot. But i am looking forward to watch manz!
Hope it is screening in sg! Saturday concert was a
great sucess! We all went totally high at the end when it is finale.(only Modern dancers)
Everyone was like looking at us and staring
at us. But who cares? We are happy then can already!
Bestfriend says the performance was nice!(thanks)! & also thank you, ......!(L)
Bestfriend,i want to go shopping with you! It had been a long
time since we went shopping, my dearest shopping partner yo!
I want cash now!Because i want go shop!

2009-03-09T21:06:00.003+08:00

It was a never return,
School as usual,boring spells everything.
After school went to vivocity for our ebs field trip@vivocity.
It was fun and exciting there. Complete worksheets and we went window
shopping around there! Mini toons & Forever 21!
I am saving money now, because a wallet caught my eye@forever21.
And i am getting it as soon as possible! & also saving money
for a new phone and Bangbangtang's concert in singapore @ don't know when!
I am broke like hell now and also busy like crazywomens!
(Concert,Syf,Test & Studies!) is making super busy and not forgetting
my tv drama@youtube! Loves! : D
Thanks bro for buying t-shirt for me!That was nice!

2009-03-04T22:26:00.006+08:00

Hearts,
Lesson as usual,boring enough i got to say this.
I had been folding hearts this few days.
it was fun,especially during school time ohkay.
even my maths test, i am also folding it.
Well,things happen this few days, but i was quite happy after that.
I am glad/happy it was settled in a very fast way. :D
I want 3b'09 class outing and also class t-shirt!(L)

And seriously, what i wish for now is to have a new phone.
Lg Viewty? Sony ericsson?
My phone is like omgzxz. Going to die already!

2009-02-17T21:44:00.003+08:00

A real man know a woman 's worth,

School as usual, lesson were boring enough.
Got back our common test result,overall i am satisfied.
schooling tmr,i guess it will be a tiring day too.

2009-02-16T21:41:00.006+08:00

Happy valentine's day,

I wish all the couples in this world will last long,
Valentine's day was okay. It was fun with ginnie teo.
haji lane & town. Coolest of all.
Night life was typicial and cool, love it alot.
Thank mabel for your valentine present!
Hope you like mine's? Haha!
Happy valentine's day, everyone! Hope you enjoy your
valentine's day with your loves one.

Pigmanzxzx,you are such an dumb :D!
You this stupid pigman!

2009-02-09T20:02:00.002+08:00

Sudden urge to miss you, where were you?

I am going Mia-ing this week in my blog,because of my common test.
It is very important for me! Work hard, cindy!

2009-02-03T21:00:00.003+08:00

Thanks Mabel bestfriend for buying two tickets from me!
You are so supportive man! Love yeah!

2009-01-30T22:45:00.005+08:00

I should forget since it is meaningless,

Forget and forget. Everything and everything.
I wish i could forget,but i can't.
That's why i didn't blog for a long period.
I stress myself to study so that i could forget everthing which
are unhappy. i want to start a fresh in 2009.
A brand new myself,a new life.

I wish i could,I wish i could.

2009-01-17T21:57:00.005+08:00

Minho is super hotz,

Well,SHINee is totally hotz.
Do you know what is the reason?
it is because of Jonghyun!Haha!
isn't he so cool? He is an awesome guy!
who knows singing and dancing!

Jonghyun (종현 or 鐘鉉) (Bling Bling)

Birth name: Kim Jonghyun (김종현)
Birth date: April 8, 1990 (1990-04-08) (age 18)
Position: Main Vocal

2009-01-13T20:40:00.004+08:00

Smiley face is very cool,

Last sunday was a nice day,because that is my mum's birthday!
I call prima deli early in the morning to order my
cookie and cream birthday cake! Loves! Thanks mum for your
everything this one year. :D You are always the best!
Had cca today,overall very nice! It's fun i suppose? I'm going out
with sister on thursday! she's treating me a lunch? Love you!
Not forgetting,my bff(mabel),Buddy(mh) and girlfriends! You all are
my everything! 霹靂MIT / Mysterious Incredible Terminator is totally cool!

2008-12-30T14:26:00.004+08:00

A sweet sweet dessert,

Yami yogurt taste so nice!(peach flavour).And i am craving for it nowz.
I wanna to have it now(again!) Because it is yummy!-thumbs up!
Well, School reopen on friday,time seems to pass so fast
and quick now. I don't feel like going to school ,because i am still
in a holiday mood! Yami yogurt,I want you!

2008-12-25T18:53:00.003+08:00

Merry Chirstmas everyone,

Merry Chirstmas! To every single one of you all.
May your chirstmas wish come true.

2008-12-19T13:42:00.004+08:00

You're the reason what i'm thinking .

I am Cravings for chocolates nowz. I wanna work luhz.
Actually i got a part time job deh,but scared i later count wrong money.
If those people who knows me really well,will know that i
always forget things and stuffs. So if i do the job, i think i will count wrong
money :( . I want go cine now, but i can't. Because there 's a
kid in my house now. And also, nobody is free to accompany me too.
But then, thanks pinky yeah. I think i will have the chance
to see him again right? Hope so! L-o-v-e-s!

2008-12-13T14:53:00.006+08:00

What if I tell you, you're irreplacable?

Having late nights recently.I just can't get to sleep sometimes.
There's something in my mind, I just can't get it off.
If this goes on, I'll crumble.
i just need to hear your breath near me & i will feel all wrapped up.

2008-12-04T15:09:00.004+08:00

First and 2nd outing w/ Candyfloss,

No pictures for this post. because, most of the pictures are in Kahying's
handphone! i only have 2 pictures in my phone only.
I am waiting for her to online so she can send me the pictures.
so i can upload here. Went out with her yesterday, meet her at my house
downstairs and head to bugis. I was walking around with her
there. Then i brought a bag and nothing else. And we head to vivocity.
went forever 21 with kahying, because she wanted to
buy a new wallet. But she didn't brought, because she can't the
wallet she want. then walk around and train to jurong east to find joann.
went to science centre to find joann,very long since i saw
her, outing with her soon. We wait for joann until 6pm plus,then she
ask us to go home first,so we took bus and home sweet home~ :D

Mabel,you better ask me out ohkay? Love my shoesshoes!

2008-11-27T21:08:00.009+08:00

My idol is the best,

Bangbangtang autograph session on 23 nov08,@imm.
i went imm at 8am in the morning to wait for the entering of
autograph session. Everything just worth:D
I made two new friend there,but i forgot their names already!
they were very friendly. Haha! Autograph session was nice,
i get to shake hand with all of the bangbangtang members! Damn happy!
And also damn lucky.Because some of them didn't get to shake hand
with them! So,I am a lucky girl~! Thanks god!
Hope they come singapore again the next year! I am looking forward
for their coming! Loves! They are very charming and cute ohkay.
Training tmr,work hard yo,cindy!
Check out bangbangtang video here yeah!:D
xin.sg video.

You will never be erase in my heart,

because you are already in my heart.

2008-11-20T16:02:00.003+08:00

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-
(I love you) I love you.

2008-11-19T12:42:00.003+08:00

I want something new,

I am having a heavy eyebags manz! Mainly because during this
few days, i had been recieving calls in the middle of night, this is partly reasons
of having a heavy eyebag i suppose? Eyebag,Eyebag, go away!
I am so tired of my same old blogskins, i want new blogskins,but i can't find any
blogskins that suits me/my blog. @#$%@#! I'm thinking for a new
url now. Argh! It's killling my brain cells manz!!

Emotions are difficult to describe,So does Love.
You can't choose your emotions,because every emotions describle
your everything. I can tell you all now, I'm missing you terribly now,Mr.tomato. (L)

2008-11-16T14:51:00.004+08:00

Change for something,

I want a new blogskins luhhhh! And also new blog url! Haha!
I suddenly crave for a bbq/steamboat w/ cousins!
Because it is always so fun & enjoyable! Lovessss! I'm missing so
much thing now. Many many thing you know.
I miss Bestfriends,Girlfriends and outing with friends luh!
Many outing coming up soon! Chill.

I miss you,Mr.tomato.

2008-11-12T11:38:00.004+08:00

Outing with shihui,mabel and xinpei,

vivocity with the three of them,it was nice!

High school musicial is superb! i love it manz! Haha!

after that xinpei and shihui went off first,

mabel and i went to haiji lane/arab street,i can tell you now,

we look so dumb lookinf for haiji lane/ arab street,

because we didn't even know where is the place man, sms

pinky where is haji lane. and he tell us that,

he always take cab go de lol other than that i dunno.

So we go see the location map and find the place,but end up

we still have to take cab, and the stupid taxi

driver just cheated our money. bloody idiot, it is like a short distance

to there only. the driver go one big round and we

ask the driver to stop, he don't want to stop, in the end we have

to walk there.when we reach there it is very late,

so like all the shop all close already, assshole waste my bloody $7.90!

but at least next time we know how to go already,

next week going there again with shoesshoes yeah yeah!

* never go haiji lane at night,because it is fucking dark at there!

& scary ohkay. if you wanna go there please ask a guy to accompany you!

Blings bling,you wait for me yeah!

2008-11-10T15:25:00.003+08:00

It's totally not my day,

Such an boring life for me, i hate it luhz!
tomorrow will be a better day,Because i am going out with
Shihui the crazygirl,Mabel shoesshoes and
xinpei to watch Hsm3 at vivocity and also shopping at there!
Haha! there's a reason going to vivocity.
But it remain as a secret. Shall tell shoesshoes tmr when
we go there! Hehe! Benjamin is very funny, not
my bestie! Another benjamin haha! His voice is quite same with
pigman. But he deny. Whatever, i don't care!

2008-11-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

So random,

Today was a nice day indeed! Haha! 5 hours of training! Totally cool and
tired ohkay! I am damn pro! because i know how to do
Headstand! Quite same with Handstand! But the only different is i use
head! Cool man! i wanna learn breaking manz! If i learn
then i will be super cool! Hehe! Backbone is kinda of in pain now,
need to take care of my backbone! Had pizza today, it was yummy! Haha!
Thumbs up! Thanks Ms queenie for paying the bill!
My bed's calling me now, i am to sleep now! Meeting my bestfriend tomorrow
morning! Takecare readers! More updates coming up!
EVERYONE,LET'S SMILE AND CHILL!

2008-11-03T18:40:00.005+08:00

Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a
million reasons why it's true.
Gonna tell you that I love you,In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear, xoxo.

2008-11-02T10:01:00.004+08:00

My expressions,

Today is a greeeeeaaat day!
I am so happy! Really! Because of some reasons!:D
I gonna share it with my bestfriend! Mabel & Shihui on Friday!
Actually is tuesday,but mabel need go hospital for checkup!
i guess they will be happy for me too right?
Hehe! Last night, can't fall asleep. Until like 2am like that then
sleep or what. Then got so call panda eyes!
Gosh,P-a-n-d-a E-y-e manz! But seriously, i don't really care so
much luhz! I want meetup with my primary school
friends! Yeeting my sucky slut,better metup with me ohkay!
I am so Happy now! Really ohkay!

2008-10-31T16:00:00.012+08:00

It sucks badly, i mean it.

Misunderstandings sucks please. It's true,
and rumours ain't true at times too.
So,can you all stop that rumours about me and .......!
is like,What makes you think that i am with him? what makes you
think i love him? Stop this rubbish before i take
actions to your word. There's a limit to everything no matter what.
A heart always belongs to one person.
But the one person is totally not him, because we are totally
just friends. Normal friends.
My heart is only mean for the guy whom i love,
Which is Mr.tomato ohkay! No one else can affect him in
my heart. Bestfriend(s) & Girlfriend(s) are not forgetten!They are
also part of my life ohkay! :D
Time can't erase a feeling that is strong.
Mr.tomato,The apple of my eye. I love him,deeply.
Tuesday, going town with Mabel shoesshoes
& Shihui the crazygirl yeahz!
I am looking forward to outing w/ them! Loves!

Tags reply,everyone,♥

To shihui:Crazygirl! So long never tag me already! i miss you manz!
To layling: Buddy/Meimei,i miss you! i will tag your blog when i am
free okay?
To Agnes!: Hello junior! Jiayou in dance!
To Sheryl.:Hello senior! See you in dance already! Hahah! Jiayou in dance yeah! :D

2008-10-28T11:32:00.007+08:00

Horoscopes,

LIBRA: THE SCALES
23 September – 22 October

KEYWORDS
* Negotiation and settlement
* Music and harmony
* Ideas and opinions
* Tact and self-control
* Enhancement and sophistication
* Level-headedness and fair dealing
* Charm and flirtation
CHARACTERISTICS
Positive
* Fair-minded
* Charming
* Artistic
* Calm temper
* Sociable
* Intellectual
* Easygoing
* Never jumps to conclusions
Negative
* Fearful and emotionally fragile
* Manipulative
* Flirtatious
* Avoids confrontation
* Self-indulgent
* Indecisive
LUCKY CONNECTIONS
Colours -Green, purple, pink
Plants -Aloe, myrtle, rose
Perfume -Galbanum
Gemstone -Emerald
Metal -Copper
Tarot card -Justice
Animal -Elephant
THE MAN
Typical appearance (totally look like Mr.tomato!)
* Balanced features
* Usually good-looking
* Appealing and charming voice
* Refined and athletic build
* Dresses with slight discrimination
* Often has a dimpled chin or cheeks
Personality (I guess this look like Mr.tomato character!)
* Wants to always make a good impression
* Gives wise advice
* Always tries to solve conflicts
* Likes to be informed
* Very romantic
* Likes to spend money abundantly
* Gives the impression of emotional coldness
* Tends to be a bit vain
HOBBIES
* Listening or studying music
* Dance
* Debating
* Travel to romantic and sophisticated places
* Computers and video games
LIKES
* The finer things in life
* Friendly environments
* Sharing and assisting
* Gentleness
* Honesty and fairness
* Being of service
DISLIKES
* Arguments and conflict
* Violence
* People who are slaves to fashion
* Intentional unkindness
* Cheap things (i don't think so,cheap things might be useful then expensive things.)
LOVE EXPLAINED
Falling in love, you:
* Ignore weaknesses
* Are put off by blatant flirtation
* Go to great lengths to make sure your partner is never upset
In love, you expect:
* Faithfulness and loyalty
* To be admired
* An independent partner
* To be amused
* Someone who shares the same tastes as you
How to capture a Libran’s heart?
* Be intelligent, classy and extremely good-looking
* Never be needy
* Take him/her to places that are naturally beautiful
* Constantly keep the flattery coming.

2008-10-25T23:59:00.010+08:00

You're my everything that I could ever dream of.

Everything didn't turn out what i expected it to be.Do you know how it feels when
i am in dark? Do you know how many
sleepless night i had gone through?Today,I wanted to see you so much,
I held on so tight to your picture with my two hands,
And i stood outside to cry,[/♥]

Anyway the "stay-home-sickness" have been getting into me too much lately.
I don't know why either. Perhaps my friends were too busy with
their stuffs nowadays. And also, i am having my dance training every week.
so meetup will be lesser, i think. Do you know why are there
so many training this holidays? Because of next year syf,so we gonna mug
hard for a gold for syf next year! :D Do you remember
what i say in last post? I wanna buy a new bag,but somehow i haven't
decide if i am going to but that buy,so i will go around mall.
to check out bags! I'm waiting for O'levels to finish,Because Pinky promise
that he will help me after his O'levels. Help me with some relationships
stuffsz! So, O'levels faster end! I want buy many thing and many stuffsz!
But i am broke now. So i'm going to save money! $!
Sigh, so many things have been going on my mind.

Mr.tomato,
sometimes I really wish I would stop,
though it feels like death everyday. My heart does not rest for one day,
and I've never stopped regretting even for one time.
Can you see my tears? Can you hear my sighs? Though I swallow again
and again, it overflows.

2008-10-25T11:45:00.006+08:00

Grant me my wishes,

I Wanna get a bag,as i said in my last post.
Victoria's Secret Mesh Tote bag, is the bag which caught my
eye while looking throught internet. The bag it
damn cool. Black in colour,cost about 60 bucks. Quite expensive.
but i think i worth ,Because it is super nice!
Hahahs, i got sponsor by minghow, he sponsor me 20 bucks!
Thank yah!Cool manz! save money for the bag
from today, i will beg my mum to sponsor me too! Because
i am damn broke now. Broke now!
i wanna find a job so i can buy the bag! & stuffs i like! (L)!
I had been missing my friends. Shoesshoes,
Crazygirl, My girlfriend(s)! Not forgetting my Mr.tomato!
Mr.tomato!Mr.tomato!(L) & also Pigman!
I missing chatting with him in msn, those funny chats was totally
enjoy! :D Loves alrights! God, grant me wishes can?

2008-10-24T23:30:00.005+08:00

I say billionth times, I love you.

Thursday was a sad and happy day for me, i guess?
Firstly,why am i sad? Because, 2A'08 is
going to seperate? 1A'07/2A'08 is the best class in sec 2!
Memories always stays, no matter we are
in which class, i will always remember those memories you all gave
me. Things which is meaningful will always keep
in side my heart. Yes, it will not be erase from my mind/heart.
Secondly,why am i happy? Because,i
got back my report book, and i got 2nd in class, damn
happy that i improve, so i won't get any
scolding from my mum. Thanks god!I'm damn lucky! Lucky girl!
Take bus 98 w/ Shoesshoes and Crazygirl.
We were totally fooling around, but too bad i got off early.
Back home,mum ask me if i want to jurong point,
so i say yes. Then took bus 30 to jurong point to pay her stuffs.
Then kfc for lunch! Yummy please! then went to
find suitable shoes for me,but there was no suitable shoes for me!
So instead of finding shoes,
we went shopping at this fashion,brought knitted
tanktop or what? sponsor by my mum! thanks mum!& your shirt
is nice please! Because it is chosen by your daughter!
Went we were about to go back home, i told my mum:'mum, i still
haven't buy my shoes' then my mum replied :' don't need buy lah'. But i
insist to buy so we went to the shoes shop and found something
that suits me! So my mum brought it for me!(L)!
Seriously, i want buy a jelly bag,because it is way too stylish for me!
But some normal bags will suits me too i guess? i just
want Bags,bags,bag! Bags are totally cool and bags is always my love!
I WANT MR.TOMATO! CAN I HAVE IT TOO? (♥)

2008-10-22T18:08:00.009+08:00

A super cool day,

Today is a super fun day, Rock-climbing @ Costa sands Resort.
Cool manz. It's super fun because it's my
first time trying Rock-climbing, i guess i will miss it alot.
Our instructors are quite good to us,
i prefer them then Jurong secondary's teachers.
One of the instructor(Huanda or Wangda) is very good,
he treat me sweets! Sweets : O
because i complete the Rock-climbing tasks by myself.
Only i got the sweets, Hahaha! Because when i was climbling,
he say if i ring the bell, he will give me sweets!:D
When i ring the bell at the top, all of my classmates were like wow,
i did it by myself .Yes, myself. And you know,
My Physical Education teacher ask me why his lessons,
i don't really like kinda of participate or do well.
i was like Hahaha, i don't knowz.
I WANT ANOTHER ROCK-CLIMBING LESSON! I WANT!
because,it's damn nice. i'm in love w/ it!
How i wish my Mr.tomato is there, So that he could see me climb
and therefore be proud of me, i want his support. Yes, it's Mr.Tomato!

2008-10-19T21:23:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday to myself,♥

Thursday was a early birthday celebration.
Kind of luhz. but there wasn't any birthday cakes,
went back home straight after
school, then bathed and head to jurong point to
meet my shoesshoes, then head to
vivocity. Went to had our lunch + dinner at
Carl's Junior. & the burger is kinda of
super big serving,but mine was smaller then mabel's.
The fries was super nice compare to
Mcdonald's or Kfc's. :D You all shall try,but make sure
you are really hungry,so you can finish all.
went malaysia on friday, and this trip to malaysia was
terrible, i hate it most. It just spoils my
mood, so i don't wish to share here cause it make me so angry.
Thanks those people for wishing me happy birthday!

I could do nothing but cry.
I cried so hard I couldn't breathe.
I felt so utterly helpless at that point of time.

2008-10-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

Let smile cover everything,

Today is super boring, watched drama w/ mum
today, and the male actor is
damn funny,when he see girlfriend and his child,
he will always smile. Very funny!
Last evening, while chatting w/ that stupid pinky.
he told me about Mr.Tomato things,
I almost just fucking cry out,
but i manage to keep my tears, super pro.
As i told myself to stay real
strong, a strong girl./ I don't wanna tomato
to feel that i'm those girl who are
ain't strong,Yes i will try my best to be a strong girl.
i will also try something new that
i never ever do before,try my best yo! Hahahs! :D

2008-10-09T16:17:00.004+08:00

It takes time to,

Last paper tomorrow, super nice.
Hope i get good result for my maths paper 2 yeah.
after tmr, i guess i can be free from
books,worksheets and stuffs. Super high ohkay.
Yes,8 days to my 14 birthday.
Super nice please. Mabel, have you did your task?
shoesshoes,you should know what
is your task. & now i am fucking broke luh.
i'm going to save money now./
i'm going to study later, Maths wait for me.
I luv tomato!

2008-10-07T13:56:00.002+08:00

if i am strong enough,

Maths paper 1! Well, i had got some careless mistake.
Argh, hope my paper2 will be better.
i still have 3 more paper to go.
What is love?do you understand?How much do you understand?
Love is just one of those thing you can't predict.
Love also have different taste, sweet, bitter, sour, spicy.
i'm really troubled about love,
no matter how hard i try, everything seems so helpless./
And yes, i regetted falling in love, because
i never thought it was so difficult and tough,
till now then i realize.I'm suffering like hell now, can anyone help?
You will never want to know the hardships
that I'm going through and the fucked up problems I'm facing.
And it's really annoying.

25september o8,the day i won't forget.

And yes,regret taking advantage of the good things in life.

2008-10-06T13:30:00.006+08:00

It's so hard,

Do you still remember him?, yes he's my idol.
王子♥! My super handsome idolz! & recently Bangbangtang
has release the 黑糖群俠傳 ost.
Super cool please,the song is super stylo.
And the album have wangzi and xiaoyu solo part :D
But,Wangzi is the best yo!
Had computer test,it was quite okay and it end so early,
will be having maths paper 1 tmr.
Somehow, i scare i will flunk my maths paper 1.
i guess i'm going to study real hard,
and i am going to watch the 舞林大道,on channel u.
8pm yo! The dance moves they dance was superb & nice! :)
i shouldn't let my anything affect my
exams now, after exams i will have a big cry then.
Cheerup, cindy yo!

I'm not strong, it's hard.
Just putting up a strong front doesn't prove anything.

2008-10-03T15:13:00.005+08:00

Bed of regrets,

Happy 14 birthday, shoesshoes! Loves!
Science and social studies test today, quite easy, i guess?
Yes and finally, My tomato is in school today!
And yes, he has got a new haircut/fringe now, super coolz.
But i prefer his old hairstyle better!
Both of his hairstyle is super cool, nice and styloooz.♥!
14 days to my 14th birthday!
Super looking forward to my birthday,17 october!
Hope there will be surprise for me?
I wonder why am i always so high when i wake up in the
morning for school, maybe because of
Mr.tomato, Every morning assembly i was always looking
at tomato's class. See if he come to
school on that day, it is always so fun to see you :/
Everytime i see you, my heart starts
to pump really fast like those cars in f1 and
also my face starts get red like some monkey butts.

I lie in a bed of regrets,
I didn't know that one little mistake
could come back to haunt me with every breath I take,
25 september o8, i regretted.

2008-10-02T15:50:00.007+08:00

So random,

Mabel shoesshoes 's Birthday tomorrow!
you gonna get some special from me tmr!
REALLY SPECIAL, COOL AND STYLO LUHZ!
Check it out tmr yeah?
Today sucks, guess what i do today?
Worksheets and wordpuzzles. What the hell, what is wrong
with this world? Doing those
stupid stuffs will make stupid as you can thinkz.
Who the hell create this wordpuzzles & worksheet? Whatever,
i guess he's died, so no point scolding too.
Super not high for today, Because Mr.tomato didn't come!
Sighss. I wanna see him luhz!
Tmr having exams, sicence and social studies! Boring!
Going to go study now, Jiayou for me!

EXAM EXAM COMING,
MOTIVATION & DETERMINATION.

2008-09-30T20:17:00.011+08:00

Those sleepless night,

Sighs. Mr.tomato didn't came school today :(
Don't know why he didn't came school today,maybe he's
sick? Hope he is fine yeah?& also hope
he can come school on
thursday? Then i will be super happy & high for the day!
What the hell manz, my wallet sucks now!
Got hole at the wallet there, i wanna get a wallet urgently :D
I guess i am going out with my
mum tomorrow, to get a new wallet because she
promise to buy a wallet for my birthday present ohkay!
Super nice ohkayyy.
Check out my new wallet soonz,hahahz!
Schooling nowadays just sucks so badly, No enjoyments!
Keep doing worksheets & worksheets!
Again and again, was like very boring luhz. Can't they have something new?
I mean new ways of teaching we all. Because worksheets
are just not creative to me. Because the world is doing worksheets!
Teachers, please be creative ohkay :D

2008-09-29T13:47:00.002+08:00

Times pass and goes very fast,

Happy times pass very quick and fast,
i miss 25 september, very much ohkay! & also playing
basketball w/ my bestie and kor.
There will be no exams for tmr, super cool lahz.
How i wish that there will be no exams for my entire life.
well,i guess it's fat hopes rightz?
Today, mother tongue paper 2 & 3! i should say it
is quite ohkay, not very difficult,not very easy,perhaps? I think so.
Haven't complete my fourth piece of paper,Mr.tomato!
Hahahs,complete it soon ohkay!:D
Ohya,my shoesshoes birthday is coming soon! 3rd october!
i wonder what i should give her, i wanna give her
some special done by me, which she can't find it in this world!
Mabel,you should be super happy right?

2008-09-27T21:03:00.005+08:00

WHY CAN'T I BE A HAPPY GIRL WITHOUT
TROUBLING ABOUT THOSE STUFFS HAPPENING TO ME?
WHY,WHY,WHY?

2008-09-26T21:12:00.005+08:00

i never thought I will need you when I cry,

Went library yesterday w/ shoesshoes , berney and his friend.
Super fun ohkay! :D Chat alot w/ them.
Damn funny lah, berney. & Mr.Tomato is cute ohkays!
The best day i had in 2008! Ya,you know why right, shoesshoes & berney?
Study session again soon yeahs?
wtf, i don't know what happen to my nose luhs.
i was like sneezing all the way ohkay, especially during test today.
& the stupid Mr.Ang go open the back door.
then the wind keep blowing in like nobody's business.
I sitting is at the door there,then fucking cold lolsz. Went canteen
after test, had a drink and went back to the
class cause it is very very cold at canteen there,so we went back to prepare for
english paper 2 :D!
Mother tongue paper 1 & listening on monday!
Lucks for myself yeah! & Lucks for those who are having end-of year exams too!

I'll hold my tears and plaster my smile.

2008-09-21T21:23:00.005+08:00

it's killing me inside out,

ohmygawdz,my exams are fucking near.
this friday, my first exam,English paper one and paper two!
Well,exam sucks! i hate it yo!
Seriously, maths is killing me like whatever.
but i gonna study hard for maths! :D
See, how guai is cindy?
Super good girl isn't it? cheers for me yo!
i had finish my homeworks, maths,science,chinese!
All done ohkay! but some
questions never do, because i don't know how to do :X
& My birthday no schooling ohkay!
Because it is 'promotion and retention day'!Nice manz!
And there will be lesser updates as,
i'm busying for end of year examinations!
But,do tag my blog yeah!:D

How long can my smile last?

2008-09-17T21:17:00.006+08:00

Exams are so near,stress nowz!

Next friday are exam already.Omg, it is like fucking fast?
i don't want exam pleasez!
I hate exams! i hate exams! i hate exams!
Yesterday i went jurong east library to
study w/ my beloved shoesshoes! Totally enjoyable :D
but i guess half of the studying session
is Talking session! :X Chat
alot of xin shi w/ her.
It is totally fun talking 'haha', am i right,shoesshoes?
Love Yesterday ohkay!
outing again soon yeah! :X Loves!
Today lesson sucks manz!Got back my science class test result.
So many careless mistake i had :(
So i flunk my science class test and now i still haven't got back my math class test result.!
i guess i will flunk my maths too?
Oppsz! haven't done my science homework!
I'M GOING TO RUSH MY HOMEWORKS NOW!

Every night i dream of you,
You're my sweetest dreams of the night.

2008-09-11T18:05:00.010+08:00

Meaningless,

Life is so boring nowadays.
Nothing interesting happening to me.
There is so many dispriting things happening to me./
It is Meaningless oh meaningless!
My 14th birthday is coming already! :D
I guess there will be early celebration because
MabelNgiang shoesshoes is not
free i guess? I guess the dumbest Pigman is also going too?
i don't know,i guess Pigman will snatch my food if he's going!
Cause he's Pigman,my super duber partner!:D
Hahahahs,Gonna ask him to treat me a meal because he owe me.
I wanna celebrate my birthday with ....... ! Because he's my precious!
Shoesshoes you promise me that you will help me!
So you must ohkay! Shoesshoes,Sister and My Girlfriends
are my lovely friends kay!:D Love yah!
I wanna tell you that i love you,but is was so coward to do so.
I hate me, myself.

Your existence really makes a difference,
i wanna to see you everyday.
i'm looking for someone who
understands how i feels.

2008-09-08T17:42:00.006+08:00

The taste of love,

School reopens today,lessons were as usual.
but boring enough.
Maths period were the most boring indeed!
Girlfriend(s),Huishi and me Was late for maths lesson,
due to going
toilet,we were punish to stand inside
the window panel there,
Stylooooooooo, Maszliyana and fizah was late too,
so stand together yeah:D
United okay,was ask to sit back our own seat,
after 1/2 hrs. but i prefer
standing lah,because don't need study.
after that was computer lesson,
half of the lesson is
in class and bored enough to copy
those notes lahzx!
then after school, saw tomato♥ and i got super high!
Girlfriend(s) says i'm super crazy.
but that is how foolish am i,towards love isn't it?

Trust your heart , let it guide you .

2008-09-06T16:13:00.004+08:00

Directions of the way out,

Yay-ness,school reopens tmr!
know why i'm so happy? Because i can see my Mr.tomato!:D
♥ Yeahzx! Welll not only that,
I can still see my Girlfriend(s),Shoesshoes,Crazygirl
and many many friends!
i miss them alot during this one week holiday!:D
gonna see you all tmr.
You all should be really happy to see me right?
opps, i had become so thick-skin.
Ahahahs, feverish now but not that hot luh,
still okay,Hope i can recover soon yeahxzxzx! free from
fever.I had change new blogskins,
so how is this blogskin? Super stylo and cool right? :D
& my 14th birthday is coming soon!
i'm fucking looking forward to that day okay!:D

Mr.tomato
Did you know during the weekends,
when i didn't had a chance to look at you,
my heart is alrd breakin' so badly.

Hopelssly devoted to you.

2008-09-04T15:06:00.003+08:00

Hopelessly devoted to you,

Everything is going fine for me now, except love.
It's blocking me in any ways I do,
Sometimes, i do wonder why i doing things so foolishy
but yet i got no returns from you.
Tuesday, went basketball w/ Xuelin,
Meiqi,Bestie,Kor,Maoshien,Zaoen.
Well, that is really a fun day for me but yet i 'm not happy
at all. Smiles always covers sadness.
This is only the way to let my friends feels that i'm happy.
And they wouldn't be worry of me.
I hope my friends to be happy,
just don't be a useless person like me. useless in everything.

I'm not your key, but
I can always be your spare key in anytime.

2008-08-30T21:53:00.007+08:00

Take me away,will you?
Can i be the only girl in your eyes?

Yesterday is happy teacher's day!
Morning went canteen to prepare our booths for teacher,
blow balloons to decorate yeah.
Our class is super united lah,all the guys came help out.
Thanks you,guys.
kinda of bored out there,so went find mabel shoesshoes,
we both keep looking out for Mr,tomato!
& we both thought he didn't came,cause we saw so many
people going away,but we didn't saw him.
after we went to see teacher playing games,i saw him, Mr.tomato!
♥ yeahs! He is super cutez!
after that we went class for celebration!
Miss lappen was bullied by us, poor teacher yeah?
Eat fried rice,the fried rice is credits to Nasir's mum. thanks!
i love it manzxzxz.& thanks Mr.boay for
the songs. The dj for the day yeah? & Bye Bye is super nice song!
when we were going hall for concert,
saw miss lam so chat w/ her for awhile,well i can say that
i miss her lesson very much.
Concert was kind of bored enough,but the groovers
performance was indeed great!
Saw Pigman while running out of school.hahahsz.
went back primary w/ meiqi to
find miss soo & miss zurina,well i miss them.
ofcause not forgetting my bestie,benjamin and likhock korkor.

Friendship is something which connects people
through mutual knowledge, esteem and affection. It revolves around loyalty,
empathy , genuine affection for each other
and the ability to understand others.
Friends don't mean only
being there in one another's good times but also in the bad times
as well. A true friend does
not try to change you according to their
preferences but accepts you as you are. Such friends
hips are precious possessions
and should be valued by those who have it.
I really need to thanks Mabel shoesshoes,
Pigman,Mr.s,shihui crazygirl,shuying sister and many friends.
who were always the ones
who care about me when i'm feel stress or unhappy.
It really heals alots.
Big thanks to you all,w/o you all, i don't know what will happen to me now.

if time could turns back,i will still choose to love you.

2008-08-28T16:04:00.009+08:00

Falling in love, Falling for you,

ohmygawddddz, today was terrible day for me,
Maths class test again,
but this time is was really kinda of last minute.
i didn't even study it,
Goshh am i going to fail again? because i really forgetten the
formula for volume.
i just anyhow do it,those three questions = 0 marks.
i hate test. it is really killing me.
God,why do you always give me more troubles then happiness?
why do you always fool me off?
i had it enough already,can you just let me off? & let
me enjoy the happiness out there?
i just want happiness but not troubles,is that so difficult?
Yesterday went bukit panjang plaza to support dancer(the groovers!)
One word to say about their performance is 'Amazing'.
Anyway,thanks ginnietxx for your ice-Cream!
Feeling so unhappy after Mr.s told me about Mr.tomato birthday.
Today is mr.tomato birthday,yet i can't even
wish him 'happy birthday'.What a dissapointment is it? i hate it.
Even if i know his birthday
earlier,i don't think i will wish him happy birthday,
know why? Use your butt and think , do you think Cindy.Low Zywei will do that?
No,she wouldn't do that,cause she is fucking coward.
I really hate myself , for not having courage or
either confidence? i don't know why is it so difficult for me?
why is it so diffcult?
My mood is totally screwed upzxzx.

I'm so afraid you'd be gone again,

without a trace.

i'm willing to be always yours.

2008-08-25T17:05:00.004+08:00

Do you dream of me at night?

Ohmygawddddddz, Monday sucks luhszxzx.
i just got no mood for class.
i don't know why either. Maybe i just fucking
hate my life in school.
Maybe school life do sucks?
i just got so fet up during computer lessons.
i don't know why too.
Everything seems so strange to me,
it is just not my mood today.
Having training tmr, Guess it would be very interesting w/
the waterbottles yeah?
i wanted to post many many personal things but i just can't post it.
i getting more and more crazy over this kind of stuffs.
it's drving crazy.
Sometimes i do wonder,
wondering why god is so unfair to me?
Everything i want seems so far to me and i just couldn't get it.
Why can't i just get what i want?

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Tonight, I'm falling and I can't get up.

I need your love hands to pick up.
Every night, I miss you.

2008-08-22T23:30:00.006+08:00

Slow down a little bit,

there's this boy & he kinda has my heart.
Everything of a man is their greatest weapon to kill a woman by her soul.
Just a blow of a kiss , sends the woman down to her knees ,
Everyone fell for it , including me .
Fallen deep into it , yet hurting painfully.
i had fall in love w/ him deeply, hurting myself to make me not to miss you so much.
Every single minutes and seconds,i miss you so badly./
i guess i 'm foolish? but i just couldn't help to.
You just secretly enters my heart and make me crazy over you.
My heart always belongs to you, only you, i promise.
you are my heart and soul,/♥.

2008-08-20T19:05:00.020+08:00

this is not what i want;

Today,i got back my science paper,25/30.
Damn surprise lahzxzx.
Guess what? i am more surpise of my d&t test.
know why? i thought i
will flunk d&t exam,but i got 13/20.
Thanks god manzxzx.
What about maths? i got 18/20. Totally shock when i got
back my maths paper.
i guess i did very well in this common test?
May i ask everyone of you? what does normal tecnical means to you?
A lousy class in your stream? well,let me just tell you,
Normal tecnical is a human too,well if you just jolly well look
down on us,i have nothing to say.
Just want to tell you, Normal tecnical may lost to you all
in those mathematics question but
doesn't mean we are useless or stupidzxzx. they are still things
that we can do,but none of the normal acdemic
or express can't do.
My mum just says that normal tecnical is a most lousy class.
so what? at least i'm happy w/ my classmate right?
ofcause not forgetting my Shoesshoes and that Crazy girl.
they just doesn't look down on us.

My heart always belongs to /♥Mr.tomato's.
Monday to sunday,you are always on my mind.
Every single hours,minutes and seconds,i miss you so badly./

2008-08-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today i saw my Mr.tomato!
very cute okays:D
And it is 60 days to my 14th birthday!:D
i wish i could celebrate my birthday w/ Mr.tomato,shoesshoes & maybe foody toos!
they are my important friends of my life.
tomorrow, going greenridge sec to support hip-hopzxzx!
Jiayou dancer alrights?&
i want a school bagzxzx and ofcause Mr.tomato tocelebrate
my birthday w/ me.i guess it won't happen?
this it so-call what i want during my birthdayzxzx.i want it,i want it!
God,can you just make this wishes come true?
i just want this;
will be uploading pictures soon yeah!

Coversation w/ my stupid pig foody.

™☯☢☠☫☞╚╬ČĦ¥Ё╬╗╚╬???p?[??☃☠☢☣ ™ [d(o.O)p??] says:
LOL you are one!
- Cindy, let's get high! {/♥} [/c] says:
both what?
- Cindy, let's get high! {/♥} [/c] says:
PIG FOODYXZXZX.
™☯☢☠☫☞╚╬ČĦ¥Ё╬╗╚╬???p?[??☃☠☢☣ ™ [d(o.O)p??] says:
ya laa
™☯☢☠☫☞╚╬ČĦ¥Ё╬╗╚╬???p?[??☃☠☢☣ ™ [d(o.O)p??] says:
you're the pgi! {spell wrongly}
- Cindy, let's get high! {/♥} [/c] says:
no leh.
- Cindy, let's get high! {/♥} [/c] says:
i human ok.
™☯☢☠☫☞╚╬ČĦ¥Ё╬╗╚╬???p?[??☃☠☢☣ ™ [d(o.O)p??] says:
pig!
- Cindy, let's get high! {/♥} [/c] says:
CHYE IS A PIGGGGGGGGG!

You have just sent a nudge.

™☯☢☠☫☞╚╬ČĦ¥Ё╬╗╚╬???p?[??☃☠☢☣ ™ [d(o.O)p??] says:
CINDY THE PIG
- Cindy, let's get high! {/♥} [/c] says:
you look more like.
- Cindy, let's get high! {/♥} [/c] says:
SO IS CHYE THE PIG.

2008-08-16T13:44:00.003+08:00

1. Name something that made you frown

yesterday?

- Everything but not my Mr.tomato & my friends.

2. What were you doing at 7:00am?

- In bed, I guess.

3. What were you doing an hour ago?

- sleeping in the bedzxzx.

5. What was the last thing you said

aloud?

- Wth , i guess?

6. How many different things did you drink today?

- 2 only.

7. What was the last thing you bought?

- A drink.

8. What color is your room?

- Baby pink , baby blue and green.

9. What is the weather going to be

like tomorrow?

- Do I look like a weather forecaster?.

10. Vanilla or chocolate?

- Chocolate.

11. What are you excited about?

- Nothing.

12. Are you random?

- I admit I am.

13. Do you laugh a lot?

- Yes.

14. Do you have plans tomorrow?

- No.

15. Are you ticklish?

- Yes.

16. Are you typically a jealous person?

- Very.

17. Who's the 1st person on your

missed calls list?

- Withheld

18. What's the 5th text in your inbox

and from who?

- Alyssa laoma

19. Do you chew on straws?

- Yes,only when i drink waterzxzx.

20. What is the next concert/gig you're going to?

- None.

21. What's the biggest disappointment to you lately?

- Sigh.

22. What were you doing at midnight last night?

- Watching tv.

25. Are you a heavy sleeper?

- Yes.

26. When was the last time you used a skateboard?

- I never use that before.

27. When was the last time you kissed someone? Who?

- Nobody.

28. Do drugs?

- Nope,i'm a good girlzxzx.

29. How so you feel about premarital sex?

- No either.

30. Ever wished you could switch bodies with a person of the opposite sex?

- No -.-

31. Have a watch?

- Yes. Super nice watch okayzxzx.

2008-08-15T13:46:00.006+08:00

You are the roots that sleep beneath my feet and hold the earth in place,

Agrhhh, it is super pain to post w/ my right hand,but i still manage to post yeah./
cheers for me isn't it? happyzxzx.
stupidszxzx. what happen to hand? blame kimteck then.
Luckily my hand injure during pe time
but not test time luckily test was before it so i guess it didn't affect my
test isn't it? fuckzxz, i flunk up my d&t test.
know why? because my brain just can't absord those d&t stuffs in.
when i saw my d&t paper, i went totally shock
And my mind goes blankzxzx.
because all the question seems so weird.
Kinda of i didn't even learn before?Guess what? i gotta fail it:(
Well,i ask you people,do you ever been in love before?
Alrights well,if you ain't in love then
good for you. Just a kindly reminder :' don't fall in love,if you are not in love now.'
Know why? Because you will get very stress up with those stuffzxzx.
& will really make you unhappy and cry.
because those things happens to me everytime when i miss himzxzx.
That feeling isn't good at all.
Everyone fell for it , including me .
Just a whisper of love , sends the woman craving for more.
So i was stuck up by the stupid cupidzxzx.
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there.

Mr.tomato{/♥}.

Ramdoms.

2008-08-11T12:17:00.013+08:00

Out of controls,

I'm sozxzsxzsxzsxzxzsx ,running out of energy to think about everthing .
I questioned myself , and answered ,
Should i just give up on you and carry on with life ?
i knew i couldn't, i just can't help but to love you.
I shouldn't fall for you , but in the end , the cupid struck me up.
And i fall into love w/ you unknowningly.
Yet, the fact is that you don't even know or you won't even be bothered about it .
God , make me stronger and stronger each passing day please.
because i still have many days ahead.
i want to be stronger and stronger toward l.o.v.e
how i hope i could never get stress up w/ this things?
i need someone who i can talk to, just appear infront me.
because i really need one.
i know crying isn't an solution,but i just can't help myself and just
burst out in tears. tears coming out from my eyes,rolling down my cheeks
every.single. day, blood coming out from my hands everytime.
verbalize the thoughts which makes me spin & puke.
I'm getting out of mind,totallyzxzx.

2008-08-11T11:38:00.008+08:00

The night is still young for us.

Yesterday night,watch olymics.
CHINA vs USA ( basketball boys) .
scores: 70:101.
China lost to USA. they say that the basketball boys from USA
were from NBA[National Basketball Association]. which is some kind of professional
basketball players. But china is just only kinda of
normal teams bahs.
the match was damn great, china play very well.
but just that their opponents were too strong that they
couldn't win.
Yi Jianlian,was really a good player.
he help china to gain back some points at the end of 4mins.
but china still lose. ;(
jianlian has also been selected by NBA.
he will be going overseas for further training.
of cause my wangzi is better:D

2008-08-10T13:36:00.003+08:00

It cut me like a knife ;

Thursday went basketball w/ Likhock korkor,Maoshien and
girlfriend(s).Totally fun okay~
meetup w/ girlfriends first before going w/
likhock kor and maoshien.
We go green park to play basketball.
in the end got chase out by the coach from yuan ching
secondary. i just got so fed up manzxzx.
Gree park is for everyone they had no rights
to chase us always cans? fuckzxzx lahs.
we went taman jurong cc there to play basketball:D
girlfriens(s) went home at 5pm something and left me w/ maoshien
and likehock kor. i went home at 7 pm.
Going basketball w/ them after common test maybe?

MUGGING FOR STUDIES YEAH.

Shoesshoes ,sisters and girlfriends
are dearest to me and tgt we have a uncountable days ahead for us.

2008-08-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

Emozxszxzxszxzs / Out of my mind,

oh, whatever.
today i went to library w/ girlfriend(s).
& Goh hui shi :X
totally crazy-ness okay!
well,we do our storyboard,and it is
kinda of xiao hai zhi,because i drew ginger
breadman & i agree he is super
cute larhszxzx.& ofcause,i add a new character into
ginger breadman stories!ginger breadman's
girlfriend,she is damn chio okays! the only
difference is her head got a ribbon:D i'm pro isn't it?
we left the library at 5pm something?
went old chang kee & mcdonalds.went to have ice-cream.
well,after that went home w/
yiman & likhock korkor.
Thanks korkor for accompany me lahszxzx!
Going basketball w/ girlfriend(s),likhock korkor or
maybe maoshien and chunkiat they all.
Maybe,i'm going to grow taller nowzxzx okay!
My hand is super chio larhzxzx! i love my hand ohkay!

I've been nothing but myself
since the day I was born,
and if you can't see that it's
your failing,not mine.

2008-08-03T14:48:00.006+08:00

Stop wondering and start wandering,

flowers.
yesterday night went jurong green park,
because there is some celebrationszxzx.
Went there about 8pm
or what? Went there with mum because
she wants to see the liu ling ling
sings songs. but in the end, she didn't came.
hahahszxzx,well reach there saw many familiar faces.
well the first one was, Likhock kor.
then beside him was benjamin then
he says:'you know i who mah?
i reply: i know you who only :D
he says: hi.
i reply: hi.
He is kind of lameeeeeeeeeeeezxzxz.
saw foody there toos,well i saw my Mr.tomato there toos!
hyperzxzx. What the hell cans?
i say hi to foody then he was like kinda shock.
then he hi back,then like bu shuang like that./
hahahszxzx, but we are the best foody + Pig foody rights?
i took quite a number of pictures w/
ginnie,well i totally agree my camera skills are bad :(
And yesterday night, i know alot of sec 1s.
weishi, kaixin and shandy.
Weishi is very cutezxzx lah :X
kaixin is totally kind of Zillian queen larhzxz.
Play true or dare w/ ginnie,Qianhui they all, play two
rounds and went home w/ mum.

My mind told me not to , but my heart didn't want to listen .
Yet , my heart went against my mind .
Leading myself into falling for him .
If only he would be able to understand , then the
world ,will really go round .

2008-07-28T20:07:00.005+08:00

Mood - : Bouncing/Happy.
Song - : Cry - Rihanna.
it's been days since i blog,giggles.
wth,why do we have class test manszxzx?
wednesday i having class test on maths & science.
Goshhh,i scare i fail ;(
science,i 'm not so worry but maths!
if we fail the test we had to stay back after school
for one week,hell lahzxzx!
i need someone to teach me maths, could someone help?
Anyone can help me with it ? :(.
Urggggghhhh ,
Screw it manzxzx .
Anyways , school was fine today .
there was spot check today,but i was not caught :X.
that was the best thing of all !
Well,meetup soon w/ chye, my ph.
PIGGGGG FOODYZXZX!

I wish I was stronger.
What more can i say ? I cant be with you .
Seeing you is a blessing , loving you is a bleeding .
Tears of blood dripping down my face , bit by bit .
Drying out of blood , feeling weaker .

2008-07-21T21:40:00.007+08:00

Mood- Tired / Sad / Confused
Song -It ends tonight - TheAllAmericanRejects.

Anyways , school was fine today.
Not much thing happens la , justs happy things happen:D
damn bloody boring for today.
Someone please entertain me , Guess i'm gonna rot again tmr ?
School ended , went back home w/ girlfriend(s).
before that,i saw mr.tomato!
i thought he never come school today,but yet he came:D
after i walk away from him i was so happy and high.
Grrrr. there is training tmr for us, :(
Mabel shoesshoes,being w/ you is really
enjoying,i mean real ok.
maybe we don't know each other quite long
but i'm so in love w/ you!
Promise me,our relationship won't fade?
Shall we be best shoesshoes forever and till long?
i ♥ Mabel shoesshoes!

I'm feeling empty inside .
I'm putting a happy face in front of everyone .
But clearly , no one understands how i feel .
I feel useless , betrayed , hurt deep inside of me .
I'll just need t0 carry on in life .
Cause the world will keep rotating , No one will be there .

2008-07-17T21:23:00.006+08:00

Mood- _/_down
Song - {idk what songs to put}
--
-----
-------
---------
-----------
------------
---
--
-
i'm totally moodless right now , i don't have the mood to post too ~
there is training tmr :D
yesterday i didn't went school cause, i was sickk.
today i today recover okay!
but my throat is sick lahs,stupid sore throat ;(
today went ACS{international},quite fun luhs!
saw glenn, which that time our class went for don't know what
talk deh.well, he said the same
story about his young life again ;(,
well, his story is damn bored if you hear it the second time, but then
i was like keep laughing
because we heard that before! AHAHAS!
there is goodie bags for we all toos ;D okays luh,it is really better
than staying in school rights?-yays!
mabelmabel,didn't not tag me for like so long!-angry face!

2008-07-15T21:28:00.003+08:00

today is such a boring day manzxzx!
tmr will be even bored :D
hate it lahszxzx!
i hate boring lessons manzx!
Yesterday night i almost just cry out,
because of what he say but i knew he doesn't
mean it he is just saying
the true, as what is say 'truth is always pain'.
okays,it is damn pain!
i don't say about this anymore,
cause will like make me feel like crying.
later maybe eating panadols cause abit feverish
and sore throat, ass manzxzx!
i will get well sooooooon ok!

2008-07-12T16:30:00.014+08:00

These few days i had been busy

with jurong secondary 45th musicial.

hate it manszxzx!

yesterday is finally the musicial!

i perform 2 times one is for afternoon show

and one is night show.

Night show,we are damn highhhhhhhh!

only high for the ending part:D

when it is eygpt part i was super anxious and
scare i will dance wrong and

my friends and Mr.tomato will laught at me.
i almost burst out my tears manzxzxzxzx!
but i think it is alrights?
thanks my shoesshoes for coming musicial!:D

i hate to see the one i love happy with somebody,but i surely hate it
more to see the one i love unhappy with me.

i'm looking for this bag! it is super nice!

2008-07-07T15:01:00.009+08:00

I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKKZXZXZ!
do anybody miss me? i bet NO?
omgzxzxz,when have i become so thick-skin already?
hahahs,maybe this year?
Go malaysia w/ my own family and dad's
friends family was damn fun.
but somehow i think i gain weight,fuckzxzx ;(
the food there are damn delicious,especially the
pork rib noodles,everytime i go
malacca,if we have time we will go there and eat!
yummy,thumbs up :D & not
forgetting the satay celup, malacca's specials.
you can't find it in singapore.
but thss time we went to the most famous
satay celup but not the shop that we always go,
because my dad's friend say they
want to try the famous shop,which the mediacorp
actors praise that it is nice, well is ok only,not very nice.
all the things there was nice accept
the gravy inside, wth, it is very weird cans?
it is kinda of bitter like that,
it is just very weirdddddddddddzxzxz!
but overall it is damn enjoying!
I LOVE MY GRANDMA HOUSE AND OFCAUSE MY
GRANDPA &GRANDMA~!

TOMATOOOOOOO! :D

2008-07-05T10:12:00.004+08:00

UPDATE,UPDATE,UPDATE :D
today actually i going gym with shishi they all.
then cancel already,because i
going my grandma house.
my grandma house is at malaysia :X
our family and my
dad friends family going.
actually i don't feel like going there luh.
but then i still going, ahahszxzx!
thanks people who told me to cheer up,
it heals alots but then i don't
know when i can really cheer up.
i will try, i will try.
Shall everyone miss me alrights?
mabel shoesshoes,get well soon alrights?
loveeees!
i will get my letter from you
next week kays?

2008-06-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

Roarssss,today lesson is
super duper bored, especially
during science lesson i almost fall asleep
okzxzxz! it sucks!
Maths lesson was okayzxzx!
well we change timetable again,
now only wednesday, thursday & friday we had p.e
p.e rockssssszxzx!
okays,i need to thanks Mabel shoesshoes &
my other fellow friends
for being with me when i feel sad
or feeling damn low, thanks alrights?
i feel so proud to have you all as my friend:D

Th sight of you makes me feel lyk i'm floating.
Th sight of you makes my heart skip a beat.
You're pleasant in my eyes (:

I'm obsessed with you! I can't get you off my mind,
you're th one, yes you .

2008-06-28T18:58:00.006+08:00

This is a post which tells my feeling now.
you can ignore this post if you want,because i
am just posting what i feel now:/
我告诉自己不准哭,
i feel totally lost with everything going on,
Am i thinking too much?
Or it is true?
i really don't know. It is easy to
fall in love with someone yet difficult to give up.
but i won't give up,i will try.
I don't want to face my problems because
they're nightmares to me.
And whenever I think of them,
I feel like breaking down into tiny pieces.
Can you tell me what i am think was as illusion?
Was i thinking too much or it is true?
it really sucks alot;(
i really thanks Mabel shoesshoes,Mr. so call 'guaikia'.
And maybe shihui?
Mr.tomato,maybe you don't know me,
but all i can tell you was i really like you :D
给你的爱，我不曾后悔；

2008-06-26T20:23:00.005+08:00

Tag by: shoesshoes!
1. List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for :
邱勝翊,王子 Pictures or 棒棒堂 things?
Answer the following questions :
1. the person who last tag you is
CHIASHISHI!

2. your relationship with him/her is
A funny friend of mine :D

3. your 5 impressions of him/her
Mad,Crazy,like to pull people hair,friendly&Cheerful!

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Ermmm,hehehs, nothing?

5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
You are cute, [but then i 'm not]

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
No she wouldn't.Because my heart goes to Mr.tomato!

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
Same class w/ me! xD

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
i will mad at her?

9. if he/she beomes your enemy, the reason will be
i don't know!

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is
Tag her blog,because i didn't tag her blog for so long?

11. your overall impression of him/her is
FRIENDLY!

12. how you think people around you will feel about you ?
i don't know. Maybe find that i'm useless?

13. the characters you love of yourself are
I hate myself

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are
I hate myselffffffffff!

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
Mr.tomato! :D

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
thanks for liking as a friend,but sometimes i feel that i'm useless.

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you (random)
1.Mabelngiang shoesshoes!
2.Yilin sister [i bet she don't have time to do this quiz]
3.Shihui,shishi
4.Layling buddy/meimei
5.Yiman girlfriends
6.Shuying sister[i bet she had no time to do this]
7.Yeeting slut
8.Alyssa Laoma
9.Leeyee girlfriend
10.Fiona Airen
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
she is singleee!

19. Is no.9 a male or female ?

Female!
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing ?
No.they are not lesbian!

21. How about no.8 and 5 ?
No.Not lesbian !

22. What is no.2 studying about ?

o levels?
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ?
Today!

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like ?

she love arron from fahrenheit!
25. Does no.1 has any siblings ?
one brother?

26. Will you woo no.3 ?
No. My heart goes to Mr.tomato!

27. How about no.7 ?
she have stead already.& i am not interested in her
because i am not lesbian!

28. Is no.4 single ?
Yes!

9. What's the surname of no.5 ?
Bay

30. What's the hobby of no.4 ?
don't know.

31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well ?
i think so?

32. Where is no.2 studying at ?
Jurong secondary.

33. Talk something casually about no.1 .
she wrote letters to me?

34. Have you try developing feelings for no.8 ?
ya,but only those friends feeling?

35. Where does no.9 live at ?
Near the school?

36. What color does no.4 like ?
green

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends ?
Nope.they also don't know each other?

38. Does no.7 likes no.2 ?
No way!

39. How do you get to know no.2 ?
short-term memory. forgotten already

40. Does no.1 have any pets ?
Nope? does Mr.Chaoda monster counts?

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ?
she is quite sexyyyyyy:X

2008-06-24T20:58:00.010+08:00

Tears rolling down my cheeks, every. single. day...
I hating myself more and more.
Today is such random.
Maths was totally funny!
Mr.Nur's
jokes was funny and
whole class laugh alot,
today maths lesson,
mr.nur didn't teach us anything but
then tmr lessons will resume,
Arghh,i totally hate that? today had
training and it is okays luh :D hehehs.
before that was photoshoot{cca}
i was standing at the chair and the chair
was damn shaking because of
VALESKA CHNG! She keep shaking and i almost fall:(
Mabel shoesshoes are you
going to the musicial? Omg~
My shoesshoes going to see my retarded face,omgzxzxzx.
i look retarded dancing the dance Manszxzxzx!
Shoesshoes, why never go take
the things from me. it is a surprise ok!
Only for you manszxzx!
this holidays eventaully sucks.Because
most of my days are taken by
the 45th musicial thingy,arghhhhhhh.
Jasmine,you are damn funny at dance today,hehehs!

Here is an advertistment of an blogshop :D
http://shopppingkpo.blogspot.com
i don't know the owner
in this blogshop but
then a friend of mine ask me to spread
to those who love blog-shopping :D
this blogshop sell men & girl stuff like
Couple shirts,contact lens,dress& also hunk clothing.
so if you are free feel free to go to the
shop and see if you need anything and just purchase from there.

Wangzi is damn cuteeeeee:D

2008-06-23T18:32:00.011+08:00

Bangbangtang!My wangzi! :D

School today totally sucks luh,because

it is way too bored luhs,

change co-form teacher change maths

teacher change science teacher,

i prefer miss lam then the new teacher okay

& also we change timetable.

i wonder if mr.tomato change his timetable.

yesterday just came back from

malaysia,the malaysia trip was greattttt:/

because all my cousins was there,hehehes.

well i can just say that it is enjoyable!

ohya,next time if any of you want to

go malacca you must try satay celup{p.s i don't know if i spell correct mahs}

it is damn delicious okay! you can't find in singapore.

hehehs i shall let picture talk now.

this was taken few days ago.

this was made by me & michelle,my cousin.

xi in chinese,means wedding or what :D

Sausage lips + Pig. Whoos~

stick out tongue :D

Noooooormal :D

Most pictures i ever posted:D

i'm super proud.

2008-06-20T20:25:00.007+08:00

Today is Damn fun,ofcause
credits to Agnes tan Peiqi :D
yesterday went jurong point w/ mummy
because alyssa last minute cancel.
first we went to find 棒棒堂小巨蛋DVD,
the shop say sell finish le .
today then got new stocks.
then i went popular they also say sell finish
say monday then got new stocks.
i almost want to cry
out manszxzx!today after dance i take
154 w/ Agnes.t she
accompany me go find my
棒棒堂小巨蛋DVD, we went to the shop .
the cashier person say the dvd is last one then i
was so happy i got the last one manszxzx!
I told agnes luckily we came in time if not then
we cannot buy the dvd le.
after that we went walk walk and we
went in a toys shop & i and agnes went high!
we damn crazy with those toys!
those toys are very cute and funnnnn:D
Yesterday i brought a shirt and a bag damn cool!
ofcause is my mum paid deh lahszxzx!
i'm now brokeeeeee!
And now,i am missing Mr.tomato &Mabel shoesshoes!
& tmr i am going malaysia at night:D

2008-06-18T20:29:00.005+08:00

This few days , had been really tired.
busying w/ the musicial things.
tmr will be a big holiday for me,tmr i am
going out with my mum to find my
棒棒堂小巨蛋DVD. rocks like hell manzxzx!
i Miss Mabel shoesshoes!
i can see her when school reopens,
yay-ness! i think i am going to give mabel a surprise?
i am damn good okayszxzxzx!
today i feel that i am damn brave to walk in
the rain without umbrella, i'm a brave girl okayszxzx!
it is long time since i reply tags! hahahszxzx!
friday having training again,maybe friday night
or saturday night going back malaysia :D
Tags replied:D

&.JASLYN(: thanks for tagging!
mabelngiangggg: SHOESSHOES, i miss you :D
`JASMINE(: i will reply you when i am free alrights?
lay ling: happy father's day,buddy!
mabelngiangggg: must everyday also tag mahs :X
shihui: Hello shishi,thanks for your short tag!
ginnie!: thanks for your tag!
lay ling:hello buddy,i miss you!
shihui: Hello shishi
mabelngiangggg: of cause fun luh,you go out with
who? Cindy Low Zywei leh. of cause fun luhs. i love shoesshoes!
xp: Hahahahs thanks Xinpei.
shihui:Got lah got lahs!
shihui: yeahs bahs? it is quite enjoying luhs!
lay ling:BUDDY! Lovesss! :D

2008-06-15T17:06:00.004+08:00

yesterday night, went out w/my
dad, mum,my two bros and i
to orchard there.Because
there was the Great singapore sales :/
went to burberry to walk walk & i can
tell you the things there is
super expensive mansxzxzx! i saw
a wallet and thought i would be so coolzxzx
then i flip the wallet to see the
price and it $1800 sometimes,fucking expensive.
after that we went to gucci,
even expensive i can tell you, then went
topshop & quite alot of places.
10 something we went of for dinner-ing
at geylang after we go back i
saw many chickens there it is like some
fashion show like that,the chicken are like standing
there, got one of the chicken pull
the uncle say ' you want me anot?' i think is
like that because i was in the car.
later going out w/ my dad,mum and one of my bro!
:D it simply just rockxzxzxzx!

And the first thing I hate the most that you do.
You make me love you .
And the first thing I like the most that you do.
You make me love you.

2008-06-14T13:31:00.009+08:00

i'm super bored luhs,got nothing to do.
actually got things to do
but then it is homework, i don't know
which teacher give us homework and it is 40 or
50 page? i don't think i am going to
do it? Because it is super bored to see those
english wordszxzxzxz, it just sucks like hell manxzxzx!
i feel like organizing a chalet or bbq?
My Chye foody is super supportive, he ask me to
go organize and he will go?
THANKS FOODY FOR YOUR SUPPORT:D
i feel like organizing it at my birthday,
but then i and mabel shoesshoes promise
to celebrate our birthday together hahahahzxzxzx!
i still don't know luhs :/

i got nothing to do ,so i decide to do this survey luhs!
Most people can't live without their
cell phone.
so, here's a survey about it.

1.What color is your phone?
Black.
2.Who 's the first person who comes
up under the letter M?
Mabel shoesshoes.
3.Who's the last person you called?
Shuying sister.
4.Who was your last missed call from?
don't know cause the person call wrong number?
5.Who's the 2nd person who miss
called?
Yeetheng.
6.Who's speed dial 2?
Didn't assign speed dial.
7.Who's the 3rd person who comes up
under J?
Jaslyn.
8.Who was your last received call?
forgot already -.-
9.Who's speed dial number 4?
Didn't assign speed dial.
10.What is your wallpaper?
My idol, 邱勝翊,王子♥.
11.How many text messages do you recieve?
forgot already, i don't count them.
12.Who's speed dial number 8?
Didn't assign speed dial.
13.What's the 5th message say in
your inbox? And from whom?
Mr. so-call guaikia.he say 'aya,you dunno de'.
14.Who's the 1st person who comes up
under B?
babysweetie. which is joanna.
15.Who was your last text message
from?
the blogshop seller.
16.Name every person you have text
messages from:
there is so many?
17.Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris
facts?
Ah?
18.Who's the 3rd person on your U?
No?
19.What does the 3rd message in your
outbox say?
- erm don't need, i told you already what~
20.Who is the first name in your
Phonebook?
Agnes tan
21.Who is the last name in your
Phonebook?
Zhipeng?

2008-06-13T19:15:00.006+08:00

Arghhh, i miss my penknife alot.
because it is only thing which can let me stress
out everything. but then now?
My previous penknife is spoil and i am buying new one.
finding a new penknife now.
fuck upxzxzxz, i don't know why i am
feeling so stress up and losing confidence?
it just sucks so much, i hate it.
yesterday i can't go and see my wangzi,
because i don't have the ticket.
My friends all told me that wangzi is super handsome
arghh, next time they come singapore
i must go see them,i promise i will.
& next week i am going to buy 棒棒堂小巨蛋DVD!
Got my wangzi perform lehsxzxzxz!
Must buy, must buy!
I miss Mr.tomato alot,because everytime i see
Mr. Chocolate monster i will think of him at that moment.
i'm going to just throw my unhappiness
to my hand, once i brought my penknife,i swear.

Wangzi is super cute!

2008-06-10T21:43:00.009+08:00

Arghhhhh today went out w/
my shoesshoes♥
we went many places my {first stop} was Lot 1!
of cause i went Comic connection:/
and i brought posterrrrr!
i brought four of them i find till quite
long cans? mabel pei me
find poster,very good hors? after that
we went walk walk and we go
causeway point {second -stop}
we brought monster! Chocolate monster and
chaoda monster :D it's super
cuteeeee.then shop shop then we went
bugis{third-stop},i brought a shirt and a short and also
a buketbag! Actually i order
from a blogshop then i wait fucking long already
the stock still haven't come.
so i cancel the order,hack care alreadyzxzxz!
then we two went 77 street at bugis
junction,mabel brought her dress or shirt?
after that we train back to
jurong point{last-stop},walk walk then went maconald
eat ice-cream. then mabel pei
me go wait for bus :D thanks mabel shoesshoes!
Today is fucking loves,mabel mabel rockszxzxz!
i ♥ today many many!:D
Next outing soon okays okays?:/

Mr.Chocolater monster is as cute as Mr.tomato♥:D

this shirt is super cool right? i want buy it.
it is quite specially it is not like the t-shirt one,this is more cool:/

Vintageeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2008-06-04T13:44:00.011+08:00

i don't know what is my feeling now,
confusing feelings,things keep flashing through
my mind now,i don't know
either what to do now:/ yesterday after i switch
off my computer i went in my
room,i wrote my diary and while writing
through my tears are rolling over my eyes,
i try to stop my tears from coming
out,after i wrote finish my diary my tears just
burst out like fountain i cry like
1 hours?Morning i wake up and listen songs,
while listening to it,i cry.
because the song is actually saying
what is happening to me.
tomorrow i'm going malaysia,
i am going to miss everybody heree!
opps,trip delayed i will be going malaysia
at friday because one of my brother
don't want go,so delay to friday,whooos! :/
fuck up with my phone,fuckerxzxz!
i sent ...... picture to my phone and i can't
open the file as it was super big lahs,hellxzxzxz!
Mr.Guaikia,sent me the pictures
again when school reopens cans? i want it manzxzxz!
stupid phone,curse youxzxz!

i have no courage for love because
i am scare of rejecting.
我对爱不够勇敢,
对你的爱越深就越来越心痛.

2008-06-02T22:54:00.005+08:00

Arghhhhh,i'm super bored now.
i got nothing to do luhxzxz.
ohya,tomorrow actually got go out
w/ the shishi then she can't,
then i think i just stay at home bahs:/
thursday i'm going back malaysia to my
beloved granny houseee!
i miss there cans? like 4-5 months never
go there already,as my dad is
super busy w/ his work lahzxzxzxzxz!
it is actually quite far lahs, malacca there.
i don't know why, i feel like going
there now? I am fuckingzxzxz hyper now!
shall everybody miss me?
i am fuckingzxzxzxz sad now, know why?
i can't apply for the ticket for bangbangtang live at lunar.
as the contest is already close.
wtf, i can't see bangbangtang lols,my wangzi.
http://www.lunarblog.sg/?p=94#comment-431
if anyone have the tickets can give me if extra?
Mabel shoesshoes jiayou for your match!

2008-05-30T22:18:00.012+08:00

Mabel ngiang,my shoesshoes!
Jiayous for your match tmr yahs?
Never win dun come and call me shoesshoes arhs?
Joking lurhs,i hope you just
do your best alrights? i know you can do it :D
i wish to support you at there
perharps no? because i don't know where you
are having your matches, sorry?
Mabel shoesshoes is mineeee xD
I love my shoesshoes manxzxzxzxzxz!♥
hahahs,there is no trainging tmr,finallyyyy.
i can eventually get a good rest?
afternoon when kfc w/
my sweet and cute junior,Yingjun :D
to have our lunchhhh, she is totally
a kai xin guo cans? she make me laugh like madwomenzxzx!
we laugh alots alots:D
& i have already order a bucket bag,
but until next week then can get,i want it now manzxzx!
Mdm rani say that ' time is precious '
what about yesterday?we waited for it like
6 hours plus , then how to explain about it? i am
just super pissed off by that~

王子♥&毛弟 childhood pictureees

邱勝翊,王子♥

I realised that I..
am always thinking a lot & crying when I'm alone.
I still don't know what my heart wants.
I still don't know why I'm crying.
I still don't know a lot a lot of things.
Everything in my life just sucks so much, ):

graphic myspace at Gickr.com

2008-05-29T22:02:00.007+08:00

Arghhh, training tmr again.
i'm tired and beat now,because
i had been in school for more then
8 hours time,@#$@#@%?
today i am super dulan & angry
cans?the teacher in-charge told
us to go to school at 7.45am.
& we reach there they just tell us
that it is 11am,ask we all so early come for what?
@$#%#$%@! nevermind
then we went macdonald to have our breakfast:D
w/ my three juniors (:
we chat alot about some stars in taiwan!
& there we talk until 邱勝翊,王子♥
then i get super high there, they say i was mad
of wangzi, but infected he is my idol,so can't i get crazy of him?
then went back to school.
Chat w/ Candyfloss & juniors about many
things as i was super bored luh~
we went to find our costume and changed.
the costume is super itchy cans?
they say 11am then we were ready at that time
then they say 2pm then start,wtfff.
we went pulse studio and wait and wait,
after that they ask us to hall.
we waiting for the photographer but then no sigh of any?
not even a camera?
we still have to wait for him lols.
we all waited for like 6 hours plus,
and i having panda eyes, hell lahhhhhhhhhh!
because i wake up at 7pm mans!
& most angry part was he
took picture of us then he ask us
to smile then we dun want or can i say can even smile
as we were angry and he say that we all
are making his job difficult. and we told him
we waited for like 6hours , guess what he reply?
he say ' so is that mine fault? "
at that time i feel like bash him in pieces!
Tags Replied:D
F II O N A:Airen,i think quite ok?
valeska:thanks for the tag
mabelngiangggg:shoesshoes:D i want
to go out with youuuuu soon!
randy:Brotherrrrr,thanks for your tag.Love Brother toos!
yeeting:Sucky Slut! hahahs yeahs do my quiz.
IAMSHERYL!:Hello Hello,see you in dance too!
KahYing:Candyflosss,lovessssxD
`JASMINE(:my fringe is half retard/cute:D
terence:Do i know you?
shihui:Shishi,of cause the drawing is nice luh,
the artist draw me what?!
yilin:Thanks sister (:
layling meixx:i will tag you (:
http://x-xoxo-thlove.blogspot.com/
this url is nice right?i feel like changing my blog
website to it?any comment?

2008-05-28T18:27:00.006+08:00

Tagged by shihui(shishi)to do this:

1) what is the most important thing in your life ?
My family & friends ofcause ?

2) what is the last thing you bought with your own money ?
i think i brought everything by myself?

3) where do you wish to get married ?
Wait till future then decide?

4) how old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love ?
i don't know,how can predict future?

5) are you in love ?
Ermmm... secret(:

6) where was the last restaurant you had your dinner ?
i forgotten,ps :X

7) name the latest book that you have bought .
Nope,i dun buy books as i find it boring?

8) what is your full name ?
Cindy.Low Zywei

9) do you prefer your mother or your father ?
Mum?

10) name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time ?
邱勝翊,王子♥

11) chrisitna or britney ?
i don't know who is them and i dun wish to know them.

12) do you do your own laundry ?
during the time when my mum was not around?

13) the most exciting place that you want to go ?
a place where we can enjoy and be ourself.

14) hugs or kisses ?
Hug?

15) point out 5 things about the peson who tagged you
1. she is funny
2. she pull my hair everytime
3. i think she is kuku?
4. she has what humans have:X
5. she love to jokes?

16) 8 things im passionate about :
Dance & thing about 邱勝翊,王子♥ only?

17) 8 things i say too often :
i think is only one that is 'i don know'

18) 8 books i've read recently :
i hate storybooks.

19) 8 songs i could listen to over and over again :
我們之間,幸福就好,愛情學測,You make me a fool,
love song,為你寫詩& all other 棒棒堂 songs.

20) 8 things i've learnt last year :
study bahs?

21) 8 people to tag xD
Yilin sister,
Mabel shoesshoes,
Shuying sister,
shihui? but she already do le?
Yeeting Sult,
Kahying candyfloss,
Joann Zillian-ing Partner,
Fiona Airen,
Joanna Babysweetie,
& other people who want to do:D
You are all welcome to do xD

2008-05-26T21:39:00.004+08:00

aww,i'm tired.
something just keep flashing
through my mind:/
i don't know how to explain either.
yesterday i just cry, it just can't stop
flowing out of my eyes.
it is because if something some reasons.
i shall not mention that in blog,
as it is quite private things to actually say out.
somewhat if i say out,
some of you will eventually laugh at how
stupid i was -.- i shall not
talk about this as it makes me feel more
like crying nowww. Today i
had my fringe cut and is was terrible funny.
look at my display picture there.
i ask my mum to cut my fringe
for me as i am super lazy to go to a salon?
my mum hair cut=No licence.
But compare to some salon was mum
skills is not bad already:/
i hope my fringe can grow longerr!
Some stupid joke.

Is breast halal(?)

Answer, no! Cos is Nehneh(POK)

2008-05-24T23:06:00.006+08:00

today went Singapore flyers with
my mum and it is counted as okays?
i find that acceptable but
quite boring luh.i get to se many thing,wow.
Super cool shall upload the pictures
tomorrow i promise.
after the ride we went hippo ride.
and is is counted is boring:/
get back to singapore flyer there and
walk walk ? And a artist drew
a cartoon of my face and it is super fucking
cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee! :X

eventually i looks happy during the
trip but then not now:/
i can tell you now,straight away.
i'm super un-positive.
i don't know why? i know how to persuade
people to stay positive yet now?
i myself, don't even think i can even
cheer myself up or even just stay positive?
i need my friends and Mr.Tomato now.

2008-05-23T21:52:00.004+08:00

Actually i should be happy now:/
but then because of
something then abit no mood now.
i'm moodless now.
i got back my report book:D
My class position is number three,
i am super shocked
when i saw the result that i get luh.
My mum is going to reward
me with moneyyyyyyyy $!
i hope all my friends will get good result:X
eventually i don't know
what is love? and it look so
difficult luh.& i know i fucking
miss Mr.tomato.
& is like holiday like months?
i really miss the times when i saw
him every monday having
his pe lessons there too.
even if he is just infront of me i
dare not went across him?
is like he don't know who i am and i know
who is he? and this year is his last year
in this school.
Ng wc ,mr.tomato<3